Sums it up.

*I know a lot of people know who he is, but I also know there are not that many who got to see the side of the guy that I did. And that guy, well, I'll never forget him. Not ever. I've learned so much about life and emotion from knowing him and I wouldn't change a thing about it, including the ending. Your heart needs to go through some bumps like these once in a while. Besides, he has made a monumental impact on me and on my life in these past few years. I know no matter how many years go by; my stomach will always do a little flip whenever I see that face.

*i love you and I probably always will. but we go days without having meaningful conversations. and i used to miss you so much when that happened. but it never seemed like you missed me, and i guess because of that, i stopped missing you."
-One Tree Hill

* the thing about us is that we're friends. well, maybe we're not just friends.
but the base of all we know is friendship. he may think i'm beautiful, but he'll still tease me about how he has to look down to see me. and we may cuddle up and watch movies, but we'll still laugh and make jokes about every line. we may hold hands, but we also get into fake fights & i know he lets me win every time. he gets mad when i don't think high of myself, and i get mad when he won't tell me what's wrong. we know more about each other than anyone. and maybe that's the thing that makes it so perfect, that he's not just the friend or the lover, but he's the missing piece to my puzzle.