12.29.09

"I decided, very early on, just to accept life unconditionally;
I never expected it to do anything special for me, yet I seemed
to accomplish far more than I had ever hoped. Most of the time
it just happened to me without me ever seeking it."
- Audrey Hepburn

You were only given this life because
you're strong enough to live it.

You deserve to be with someone who makes you happy, somebody who doesn’t complicate your life, somebody who won’t hurt you.
- Grey's Anatomy


I am comforted by thinking that maybe one day we will look back and realize that we have the most amazing love story.

I'm mad at myself, not you. I'm mad for always being nice.
I'm mad for always apologizing for things I didn't do. I'm mad for getting attached. I'm mad for depending on you and wasting my time on you. I'm mad for thinking about you, and most of all for not hating you when I should.

Life is for deep kisses, strange adventures, midnight swims and rambling conversations.

I can't talk to you anymore,
it's not that i am mad at you,
it's just that when i talk to you i realize how much i love you
and when i realize how much i love you,
i realize i can't have you and that makes me love you even more

and maybe its true i just cant live without you...
after all that's said and done, i still think you're amazing
i still cherish every moment i ever spent with you and every smile you brought to my face
i'll forever be thankful that someone like you was brought into my life,
even if you had to be taken away too soon.
It was like she was only there when it was convenient for him.
Like she was the gas station no one ever visited
unless their tank was coming up on empty.
Yeah, there were days when she hated him
and there were days when she was head over heels, too.
But none of those days mattered,
because she could never have him no matter how hard she fell.


They were in love. You could tell just by the way they looked at each other, like they
had the most wonderful secret in the world between them.

did you know that she doesnt care if you call her and
wake her up in the middle of the night or early in the
morning? she hates arguing but you know shes good
at it. she's terrified of the dark and gets even more
terrified when something happens that shows even the
slightest possibility of her losing you. everytime she
sees you she cant help but smile. she cant wait to just
run up to you and give you a hug because to her thats
the best feeling in the world. yeah i guess you could say
that she'd do absolutely anything for you.

Ever have that one person in your life
that you just can't give up on,
the one person that can screw you over time after time
yet you always seem to give them another chance,
and no matter howm any timesy ou say this is their last one,
you know it's a lie because there's always just one
more waiting for them. the one person you know you're
better off without but yet you can't find a way to let
them go because deep down inside,
you wouldn't know what to do without them.
The one person you know doesn't deserve you but yet
you choose to overlook it because you love him.

After all that’s said and done, I still think you’re amazing. I still cherish every moment I ever spent with you and every smile you brought to my face. I’ll forever be thankful that someone like you was brought into my life, even if it had to be taken away too soon. See, you were my miracle, you were my fairytale I got to live.