12.29.09

"I decided, very early on, just to accept life unconditionally;
I never expected it to do anything special for me, yet I seemed
to accomplish far more than I had ever hoped. Most of the time
it just happened to me without me ever seeking it."
- Audrey Hepburn

You were only given this life because
you're strong enough to live it.

You deserve to be with someone who makes you happy, somebody who doesn’t complicate your life, somebody who won’t hurt you.
- Grey's Anatomy


I am comforted by thinking that maybe one day we will look back and realize that we have the most amazing love story.

I'm mad at myself, not you. I'm mad for always being nice.
I'm mad for always apologizing for things I didn't do. I'm mad for getting attached. I'm mad for depending on you and wasting my time on you. I'm mad for thinking about you, and most of all for not hating you when I should.

Life is for deep kisses, strange adventures, midnight swims and rambling conversations.

I can't talk to you anymore,
it's not that i am mad at you,
it's just that when i talk to you i realize how much i love you
and when i realize how much i love you,
i realize i can't have you and that makes me love you even more

and maybe its true i just cant live without you...
after all that's said and done, i still think you're amazing
i still cherish every moment i ever spent with you and every smile you brought to my face
i'll forever be thankful that someone like you was brought into my life,
even if you had to be taken away too soon.
It was like she was only there when it was convenient for him.
Like she was the gas station no one ever visited
unless their tank was coming up on empty.
Yeah, there were days when she hated him
and there were days when she was head over heels, too.
But none of those days mattered,
because she could never have him no matter how hard she fell.


They were in love. You could tell just by the way they looked at each other, like they
had the most wonderful secret in the world between them.

did you know that she doesnt care if you call her and
wake her up in the middle of the night or early in the
morning? she hates arguing but you know shes good
at it. she's terrified of the dark and gets even more
terrified when something happens that shows even the
slightest possibility of her losing you. everytime she
sees you she cant help but smile. she cant wait to just
run up to you and give you a hug because to her thats
the best feeling in the world. yeah i guess you could say
that she'd do absolutely anything for you.

Ever have that one person in your life
that you just can't give up on,
the one person that can screw you over time after time
yet you always seem to give them another chance,
and no matter howm any timesy ou say this is their last one,
you know it's a lie because there's always just one
more waiting for them. the one person you know you're
better off without but yet you can't find a way to let
them go because deep down inside,
you wouldn't know what to do without them.
The one person you know doesn't deserve you but yet
you choose to overlook it because you love him.

After all that’s said and done, I still think you’re amazing. I still cherish every moment I ever spent with you and every smile you brought to my face. I’ll forever be thankful that someone like you was brought into my life, even if it had to be taken away too soon. See, you were my miracle, you were my fairytale I got to live.

Sums it up.

*I know a lot of people know who he is, but I also know there are not that many who got to see the side of the guy that I did. And that guy, well, I'll never forget him. Not ever. I've learned so much about life and emotion from knowing him and I wouldn't change a thing about it, including the ending. Your heart needs to go through some bumps like these once in a while. Besides, he has made a monumental impact on me and on my life in these past few years. I know no matter how many years go by; my stomach will always do a little flip whenever I see that face.

*i love you and I probably always will. but we go days without having meaningful conversations. and i used to miss you so much when that happened. but it never seemed like you missed me, and i guess because of that, i stopped missing you."
-One Tree Hill

* the thing about us is that we're friends. well, maybe we're not just friends.
but the base of all we know is friendship. he may think i'm beautiful, but he'll still tease me about how he has to look down to see me. and we may cuddle up and watch movies, but we'll still laugh and make jokes about every line. we may hold hands, but we also get into fake fights & i know he lets me win every time. he gets mad when i don't think high of myself, and i get mad when he won't tell me what's wrong. we know more about each other than anyone. and maybe that's the thing that makes it so perfect, that he's not just the friend or the lover, but he's the missing piece to my puzzle.

taking chances.

-taking chances is really just about overcoming your fears, because the truth is, everytime you take a big risk in your life, no matter how it ends up, your always glad you took it

-do you know what girls really want? they want real conversations and real love. we
want cute dates, nothing expensive. the truth is we only want to be with you. we want to hold hands and lie beneath the stars. we want to be able to say something stupid and not worry about it. we want a guy that will love us for nothing
more than the fact that we are who we are. plain and simple.

-I hate being in this position. I'm forcing myself to let go of the one person that I need in my life. He's the only thing that makes sense, but that the same time, the one who complicates me. I know Im better off without him..yet I feel empty whenever I try to let go.. But I guess that emptiness is better than constant hurt.

-i never needed to change who i was when i was around you because you knew me well enough to know when i wasnt being myself, and i hated you for that. i hate you knowing everything about me. i hate you being able to predict my every move. i hated it because it made me defenseless.

-What a wonderful thought it is that some of the best days of our lives haven't happened yet.

-He looked at me, with the same look in his eyes as the first day we met.
And I knew, right then, I could never let him look at anyone else that way again.

-The true test of love: No matter how long you two go without talking, he`ll always find a way back into your heart. No matter how hard you try to forget him, you can`t. It`s the little things that mean the most, but break your heart all the same. It`s those times when a song comes on the radio & immediately you cry, missing him, wanting him, needing him